TOMORROW is never promised !
Mar 18, 2019
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so what in the what in the world is
going on with my my headband I guess it
wants to go for a trip how about that
isn't that you uh anyways I am heading
to Dollar Tree really quick
I'm just looking really quick to see if
they have these small containers that
I'm meeting to put my little epoxy
jewels in that I made for my glitter but
you guys I learned a new technique and I
am so excited to try it I am going to
make hate this corner I am going to
start making keychains oh my gosh
keychains and magnets for the four-year
refrigerator so I am so excited to do
those I think it's gonna be a lot of fun
it's been a lot of just me learning the
techniques and things like that I got to
get some nut supplies for it I got to
put my order and I'm gonna do that
tonight I need to put my order in for my
epoxy along with everything else so I am
going to do that and what else I think
I'm gonna have Ollie tomorrow if you
will if he's got time help me bring the
because I don't think he'll do it
tonight he might do it tonight it
depends on outdoor pickets and I mean
it's been staying
I mean it's six o'clock now and it's
still like light so
maybe because we're gonna have an
earlier general we're gonna start trying
to eat dinner earlier in the day rather
than so late at night because we were
eating like way late which it's gonna
kind of I don't know that's gonna be
kind of different I don't know how this
is all supposed to work because Ramadan
which for some of you that don't know
starts in May and what it is is you fast
from Sun up to Sun down so what you okay
I'm going to go this way because I
already can't see anyways hold on you
guys
Sun is blaring in my eyes
so what it is is you you everybody
behind me has their hands up to it's
like the Sun is over right there anyways
so what it is as you start fasting from
Sun down are sorry from Sun up so when
the Sun goat comes starts coming up you
stop eating drinking you can't chew gum
you can't put nothing in your mouth you
can't like in Devil in relations with
your spouse like nothing you're supposed
to withhold from like anger and stuff
and that really gets kind of tough
because for people that smoke drink
coffee every day things like that it
gets tough for them you know and like
for Ollie I remember one year a couple
years back he was working at a car
dealership and it was like a hundred and
four degrees outside you guys and he was
working out and he had to wear whole
suits like from top to bottom suit and
you can't drink to cool down it is
hotter than blazes outside and you're
sweaty and so you're losing the only
water you have in your body you're
losing it
and literally he all you could do is go
in and splash water on your head but you
can't put water in your mouth you can't
swish water and about nothing I feel so
bad and one time he came home and I know
he was suffering a heat stroke and I was
like honey let's go to the hospital he
refused oh my gosh he was making me so
mad because he was refusing to go to the
hospital and I knew he was suffering a
heat stroke I knew he was and he would
not go because he knew that they would
break his fast by putting IVs in his
body to put pump fluid through him and
he wouldn't do it I was so mad at him I
was like and he was so sick like I had
never seen my husband so sick in my
entire time being married to him that he
came home and just collapsed on the
couch and he was gone for the rest of
the day like he wouldn't move nothing
and that always scared me but thank God
now he you know with owning his own
business you know it makes it a little
bit better for him because he doesn't
have to go out I mean he does he still
has to go out and you know attend to
cars and he still has to go and live
life you know I mean he still has to do
everything just like anybody else but at
least now he doesn't have to wear Suk's
when he has to work you know he can wear
something much lighter you know I mean
of course not shorts when you're working
but he has I have to wear a full-on suit
jacket button-down shirt and tie and
everything in the mix so anyways back to
what I was saying was this year it's
going to be a little bit different
because I am on medication that I have
to take in the daytime so I don't know
how I'm supposed to do this because I
have to separate them I have to take
there's one pill that I have to take
three times a day there's another pill I
have to take them in the morning cuz
it's for my thyroid and I have to take
my other ones because I have to keep him
a distant apart so I don't know we'll
figure it out last year was the first
year that I 100% smashed it I was able
to and that was that last year was the
year that told me I could do my life
change because if I could do a month of
fasting I could do him and you still eat
but you eat once the Sun Goes Down you
break your fast and you can eat and
drink and
smoke and have relations with your
spouse and all those things from the
time the Sun Goes Down to this time the
Sun comes back up and it's for a thirty
thirty day calendar so anywho yes that
is what we're doing let me run into
dollar tree really quick you guys I'm
going to do this quick cuz all he's
cooking dinner and he's like hurry up
I'm gonna be done okay so any any who
bear I'll be back you guys okay you guys
so I just actually got home from Dollar
Tree just a few minutes ago my kids are
all of course well you know because they
always expect when I go to Dollar Tree I
got to come home with a treat for them
it's if I come in the house and they
know that I went to the store I best
come home with a little Dollar Tree
treat that is like their thing that they
look forward to and four dollars retreat
I mean how can I really fight too much
about it right so it is what it is so
anyways I figured I would show you guys
what I got from Dollar Tree
it's a Dollar Tree haul so um
anyways I thought I would show you guys
and um okay so remember the little
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so remember I showed you guys earlier
these little things that I made okay and
I have all the backs of them well I
bought so right now they're in a bigger
one but I bought one like a little
plastic container that's gonna be easier
for me to carry in my purse basically so
that way then like if I'm out and
someone's like oh my gosh you know I
love your cup where'd you get it I can
be like hey I'm a comb and I even have
all my my my glitters on hand so I
bought him to put in here and that way I
can go ahead and carry them in more of a
secluded little thing and pop it in my
purse cuz my purse is big enough and I
wanted one that would snap like this
because I wanted to guarantee that it
was gonna that it was gonna close and
not open so yeah I got this one so I got
two actually but another one because as
I was telling you guys earlier yes honey
yes huh put what in this here you can
have it um anyways I bought another one
because as I was telling you guys I am
going to be making magnets and keychains
and I'm gonna get a whole bunch of
different yeah it's too small I'm gonna
get different molds to make the magnets
and keychains and stuff and I'm gonna
show you no no no honey I have to have
that one sweet baby
to go with that I will show you oh thank
you okay let me have it honey
thank you I got my little my little
co-pilot on the side of me she's just
gonna make sure everything's working
she's gonna see what she can come up
with so with that I bought
hold on sissy hold on trying to gather
up all my stuff here I bought three
packs and it comes with six of these
they're like little tiny containers with
lids what honey bear honey okay it's too
small I don't have another container for
it go look in the kitchen see if you
find another container okay these come
with six and I got three of them and
they're just little like little plastic
containers with the lid so I got three
of those because what I did was and I
can put these into the molds that's
what's really cool about this is I got
red star confetti paint you guys no no
no let's don't take off with my think
you need to go get your family anyways I
got red stars that I can add into those
so I'm gonna put those in the containers
maybe I did only pick up red I thought I
had gotten so I got blue okay I need you
guys to go play go go play I got blue so
right in blue of those and they're just
regular confetti so but I want to put
these in a container because otherwise
it's gonna be a filled day of throwing
them everywhere
oh let's see I got two are these
alphabet beads
so of just letters they're just like
rainbow colored ones really pretty so I
can add like letters into them and stuff
so that will be fun okay hold on I
picked up see three different these are
just glass beads they're really pretty
though so I got a purple one that comes
with like different beads what baby bear
okay go find a different one sweetie
this one is it doesn't say that colors
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no it just says glass beads so I got
like a brown and then I got okay and
then I got one that's kind of like a
little bit of everything
okay okay Esther I need you to back away
back away here take that and back away
please hey Omar you need to go get your
your fan off of my dresser this one has
purples - okay now my kids got me all
high up there
it has purples but it also has like a
black and like a brown a blue it's
really pretty but I didn't realize it
already had quite a few will because I
already had purples but it's alright you
know then I picked up these these are
actually in the Nell art bows but just
different ones I'm gonna make what those
fun fun fun fun fun
so anyways and then I got those like I
showed you I picked up these masks you
get ten of these and that's just what
I'm doing the epoxy because I've heard a
lot of people say he is masks and like
tonight or probably tomorrow I need to
strip a cup so
that goes into my and a hundred percent
acetone which I got two of those just in
the nail section also they had these
little fans look they are they run on
two double-a batteries and they have an
on and off switch but it it puts out so
what I'm gonna do is when I'm doing my
epoxy I think it's a really smart move
to go ahead and use this so that I kind
of moved the the fumes around and all of
that so yeah anyhoo what else did I get
I picked up two packs of these they come
forty five for a dollar can't beat it
but I went ahead and picked these up so
when I mixing my epoxy I can actually
use these cups it will definitely come
in handy two of those I picked up a pack
of these styrofoam plates for hot and
cold foods thirty of them but I'm gonna
actually use them for when I'm doing a
careful when I'm doing my glittering
that's gonna catch my glitter excuse me
I don't know if it's gonna work or not
but we're sure gonna give it a shot shot
and try and see what happens
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okay and then as far as diamond she
wants me to show her these I picked up
two sets of 36 of the Dixie Cups and why
I bought these was and I'll show you
honey these are not surprised okay this
this is for mommy's business stop I'm
showing them to the friends but we're
also I'm gonna be using them for my
business so what I'm gonna do is I will
measure out the epoxy and then so 436 of
them I mean technically I'm getting 10
more then the little plastic cups but
with these ones I can actually
out more so that will actually be more
of a dill so anywho so I got just two
packs of those I got one of these
because I needed it I was out of it so
Mike I gotta get it so I picked up a
couple of packs of planner stickers I've
never bought them from Dollar Tree but
you can never go wrong with planner
stickers and they've got you got this
live colorfully big plans Oh bill pain
fry yay brunch
birthdays remember stickers call
stickers birthday stickers I mean you
name it they got it on here and then
this one has just some different ones
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this must be like you're gonna go out
and have like a party day or something
this one must be more of a party one or
something what is wrong I'm sure you
want everything there's that so I picked
up those I picked up a pack of double-a
batteries for the fans that I got the
kids and then last but not least I did
pick up some of these fun stickers I'm
gonna try and do in with these nails
that's the that is the goal here we're
gonna try it and see how they work I
don't know if they're gonna work or not
but if they do that would be awesome so
I picked up these ones and then actually
if you watch they have like a water in
it or like an oil or something so their
fashion angel's chops diggers chop
stickers
I got pig outie monkey so hungry
kitty with fish and I don't know what
else but yeah those are so cute so I'm
gonna try those and just see if they'll
work I don't like I said
I don't know if they will but it's worth
a shot I picked up these these almost
look like 3d it's 23 there from jot so
I'm just gonna try it and see I mean
worst case scenario it doesn't work but
if it works that would be bomb calm Oh
let's see what else we got some just
regular again from jot just some dotted
like 3d ish kind of you there a little
bit bubbled but not bad I picked up I
got the bigger size of those ones so
they're the same thing they're like a
holographic but not bad those ones are
that one has 60 this one has 117 so
that's kind of cool then I got in that
same kind of thing of these Ezra hold on
I got these ones I'm just like tropical
pineapples all sorts of fun things they
almost look like those lights that those
fluorescent lights that go on windows
for businesses who and then I loved
these ones these ones were like one of
my favorites I'm like in love with these
these ones are those those are cool yeah
let's see I picked up these ones again
they're just they're just like those
other ones that look like kind of 3d ish
but I hope those would be really fun if
I can get them to work in my beanie
bobber and then not less but I got these
ones
and they've got like little beads in
them kind of cool I don't know if
they'll work or not but again worth a
shot worth a shot I got Minnie Mouse
ones and then I got Mickey Mouse so yeah
that's what I picked up tonight from
dollar trees so anyways I just want to
let you guys see what I was doing at the
store getting myself into a whole bunch
of trouble but hey why not right anyways
alright you guys I'll check in with you
in a little bit
good morning yay weeeeee is booked in
the grind of things I'm on my way to
counseling my weights like I'm laying
back I am on my way to counseling oh it
is 9:45 usually I'd like to leave a
little bit earlier than that just
because sometimes if there's somebody
that gets in an accident or car breaks
down over the bridge or anything like
that you ain't getting over it
so I usually like to leave about 10
minutes earlier than now but what you
got to do what you going to do
I am I did order and online at my epoxy
last night so I should get it tomorrow
which will be nice because I can get
back to my to my grind of things hey I'm
back from my counseling session let's
see I can finally say I am done with put
it up there please I am officially done
with st. Patty's Day now it moves to
summertime
put it up there baby no give it to mom
give it to them
thank you okay okay what go watch your
your iPad for right now okay we're going
to after I close we're gonna go to Wally
Mart and go get the kids their sandals
because we're gonna start our family
walking every night at 7 o'clock we're
going to load up to our car and go drive
down to the school and do our family
walk I am so excited I think it's
something that it's gonna not only be
good for me of course but also good for
the kids because they need fresh air
they need to get out and play weather is
getting so good and I will have Maya
like vlogging them playing and stuff I'm
so excited
um and why I say Maya because I'll be
walking while they're playing so it all
works out um counseling was awesome you
guys it was really good it was good just
to check in all together with everything
that I'm doing so we talked a lot about
so April 15th I have the appointment to
get my IUD put in and I have really been
on the fence about this like really on
offense I don't even know if I've
discussed that much with you guys about
it but I do have the
to get my IUD put in on the 15th of
April but I am just really like oh I am
so on the fence about it because it's a
foreign object being put in my body and
I just don't know I don't know how I
feel about it I've done so much research
the last like week I've read so much
stuff about it and I've watched a lot of
videos of people talking about their
experiences some are good some are bad
some have been just fine some have been
like over extreme so I'm not stating my
opinion against other people in their
experiences because I know every
individual experiences things
differently and that totally makes a
hundred percent since however for me I
know my body just does not set well with
any type of foreign object being put in
my body at all like hands down just does
not so I don't know I can't do oral
birth control because oral one it causes
weight gain which my doctors like I
don't really want to help the situation
when I know you're working really hard
at not gaining weight so it's kind of
like mmm yeah makes sense too it makes
your blood pressure rise or yeah it can
and I don't have blood pressure problems
at this time but he doesn't want blood
pressure problems to start because of
that and then three I was on birth
control and oral birth control back in
2004 and I suffered a mini-stroke and
they don't know if that lint like led up
to it because I was working full-time
going to beauty school full-time plus I
was not taking care of myself
health-wise at all because I was on the
go and I had just started the oral birth
control so because of that all those
things kind of combined they just don't
feel very comfortable giving me an oral
so
all of that so we've decided that oral
is just not gonna happen so if I don't
want to do the IUD then I would just not
do the IUD and the only reason that I'm
having any type of birth control at all
is because of the chances of having
endometriosis however that's the other
problem I have is I'm being diagnosed
with something that I have not been
medically diagnosed
well okay hold on so I medically was
diagnosed by my doctor but my doctor did
not perform any type of procedure to
guarantee that that's what I have so I
would be having the IUD inserted for
absolutely mmm well not knowing if it's
something that I have or not and I just
don't want to be you know I don't want
to be treated for something that I may
not even have so what I have done this
month is everything that I've noticed a
change in my body I have put it on the
calendar
whether it be today my back is really
cramping or I started peeing a lot today
because I want to see what it leads up
to till the time that I start my cycle
and I'm gonna I I really am gonna pay
him close attention to this and see if
that's anything that I'm even suffering
with so in Taejo I have my tea I love my
tea however today I stopped off at Dutch
brothers on my way to counseling and I
got my zero calorie tea my green tea so
I had that earlier this morning cuz I
was taking my meds and stuff in the car
because I was running out of time
actually was running like five minutes
late to counseling just because I don't
know what happened but I miscalculated
my timing so I came home and I had some
oatmeal and my tea and so today starts a
fresh new kick start on my eating
um like I said I don't I'm not
personally doing Kido because I don't
understand Kido I really don't I I
cannot seem to comprehend Kido I don't
know why but Kido and I just don't
understand each other
so I am going to go back until what I
was doing prior which was when I lost
the first 76 pounds which was breakfast
time I had oatmeal lunch time if I'm
hungry I have a salad dinner time I have
a protein with some vegetables and I
call it a day with lots and lots and
lots and lots and lots of water on top
of it so I have my um my tumbler already
washed and ready to go so yeah that's
that um anywho let's do a book reading
before I forget because I don't want to
forget I love my book reading okay we
are on February 17th I know I'm not
giving much time for you guys to grab
your books sabi okay I will be Priscilla
why do I do that every single day I will
be present and soak up every sweet
moment with my family today
I refuse to rob myself of that joy by
worrying about tomorrow
really really let's read that one again
I will be present and soak up every
sweet moment with my family today
I refuse to rob myself of that joy by
worrying about tomorrow and that's home
oh my god like literally this book has
just been written all over for me to do
everyday everyday everyday this book
just means more and more to me
and I can take that reading and plug it
into every moment that I have been
dealing with because that's exactly
where last night's conversation with me
and oli had went I told him I'm not
gonna worry about tomorrow I'm not
gonna worry about the next day I'm not
gonna worry about a month from now I am
going to be present in the day that we
are in for you guys with my children
with my husband and I'm going to soak up
every moment and that is so weird
because that's exactly what these words
were I am going to soak up every moment
that I have and that's why we decided
that seven o'clock every night we're
gonna go for a family walk and that was
why the conversation was there last
night was because that's something that
not only is gonna be beneficial for all
of us to get out of the house and break
free but also it's a great bonding time
for me and my husband to walk the track
and be able to talk with each other you
know and let the children play and have
fun because the play thing is right in
the middle of the track so it's not like
it's you know something that they're
gonna be just on their own you know and
the track is far away or something no
it's all surrounded so I feel very
comfortable and confident taking the
kids and letting them play while I do
that
but that is so amazing like I am so
excited that I read that because that's
exactly exactly exactly where I'm at
right now is I will be present today I'm
not gonna be present for tomorrow or for
the next month because those are days
that I cannot you know I can't reap
reread what's going to happen even
tomorrow but I know what's happening
right now in the present and that's
where I need to be as in the present and
enjoy every moment and embrace every
every opportunity that I can was my
children was my husband with you guys
with my business with everything in
general because it's it is it's
something that I want to do and that's
what I'm striving for so take that
reading and really put it into your
guys's lives and try and work really
hard on that I think that that will
benefit all of us one question I did get
that I was gonna respond to really quick
just cuz I forgot yes we're gonna go buy
sandals somebody had made a comment made
a comment is YouTube a job
I calculated as a job it's my it's my
profession this is what I do
I am a youtuber I'm a vlogger yes not
right this minute we have to go get our
sandals first yeah okay go play go play
so that way mommy can finish okay but
this is my job I get paid to do this I
haven't received it yet but I'm going to
be eventually getting paid for this and
this is my passion but this is my job
this is what I do every single day and I
love the job I have I own a business
with making tumblers and that also is a
paying job so yes this is a job and it
can it be tiring and hard at times you
know with the editing and the uplift er
the uploading and you know being able to
be you know present to communicate with
one another
you know espera espera no Marc s Ryan
Omar Omar can you take those out please
okay let's do that
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sir hello take those out please and go
play with them you don't step on the
courts anywho but you know it's
something that I do on a daily I do this
every single day and I love every bit of
it and I would never want to do anything
different people ask what's your
occupation I'm a vlogger I am a
full-time vlogger that is what I do
full-time and on the side I also own a
business of you know making tumblers and
those two professions are two of my
favorite professions and I could ever
ask for
so yes to answer that question yes this
is my full-time job this is my job
it's a job that is my profession but and
it's my passion and I love it but it is
my job just like making my tumblers or
is a job okay hold on nice right
so anyways my kids are starting to get a
little on the chaotic side because
they're wanting to go get their sandals
so I'm gonna close here Omar please stop
so I'm going also I did drop my
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I was gonna do CBD oil but I decided to
change it this week cause of something
that has been brought up quite a bit and
I think that talking about you know that
a whole aspect of binge eating I think
is a huge thing with that a lot of
people struggle with so anyways I am
going to close you guys and I will check
in with you guys later take care have a
wonderful wonderful day
bye bye
